Monday, June 9, 2008

Stupid?useless or wat?

Just came back from camp feel so tired and thirsty.....hehe...In this day i think a lot of thing,am i a good leader or wat?i also dunno la although i am leader in my team but i feel like i just acting leader....all the stuff also my assistance do for me ,i feel like i am so useless......i try b a good leader but at last i fail,dunno y always have that feeling that i cannot do something well,when i started to do something sure got something blocking my way....i already practice y i still can make that stupid mistake even a non experiences people can do better than me....is so hard to b a good leader, to good people will easily climb to your head if to strict people will say you lc or wat .......play play people say u useless or stupid ....i have been suffer enough feel like just want to kill myself of.....at here i wan to say sorry to all my friend and my group member if i wan ever make you sad or wat i am very sorry ...sorry....sorry